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DECEMBER TURNS TO FALL
1. December
fall asleep and let me hold you one more time
i´ll be right here for you everything was just
another step in time i´m counting on you now
pray for silence and I hope you´re doing fine
another sleepless night maybe we will find
a better place to stay that´s all that i can say
apologize and let me save you it´s getting
colder now and i´ll be fine and you´ll be
broken
december turns to fall
don´t you know that it was already too late
tonight we all fall down are you waiting for
the others to come back the water turns to black
2. Hate me (and I will hate you too)
this is my final warning and I can´t wait for you
you say it´s overrated why I should care at all
I know you´re only wasting time take me hate me
and I will hate you too
my life is completely out of line
and I will hate you too
your words they can not break me where is my thin
red line I see through this emptiness with you
03. Day after day
I can´t recall what you said and you might be
really sorry again I think my mind is too hollow
but it´s ok we can not wait at this time
I swear that I will move on cause if you promise
to hold on I´d sacrifice
Follow me home day after day tonight we all fall down
and I know it´s right to pray the one last time
here´s a line for you you´re barely holding
on
sometimes I fear it´s over
what have you done and it´s always wrong to blame
you
they say you´re wasted and tired and falling down
we thought you´re doing just fine carry on cause
it´s
all in your head I hope that we can decide what was
good for us
Follow me home day after day tonight we all fall down
and I know it´s right to pray the one last time
here´s a line for you you´re barely holding
on
sometimes I fear it´s over
I remember what you said in the dark and it made me
realize that I´m doing just fine at least I know
where I´m going to and what I´m gonna do when
the world falls apart there is something still
missing and someday it might be too late to say
goodbye and you can always count on me and when
you don´t I´ll be gone forever
Day after day and night after night sometimes I
fear it´s over soon
4. The waiting
I remember the things I didn´t say I did everything
I could somehow I know I will fall as I fear for the
worst I say goodbye and all my thoughts on you were
something that I can´t explain
what in the world did bring me down something I can´t
explain you to you still live inside my head
if I stay and fall behind would you make it on your
own it´s too late to say goodbye
when the weight of the world is in my arms and
the road is way too dark I´d let you go another
time close your eyes when you know that it´s too
late
I thought nothing can go on but suddenly I found some
hope
everythig is not ok you can´t wait for everyone
will I
ever see you there all I need is one more time to say
goodbye
5. Bright lights and mistakes
I see you again holding those words I can´t say
I believe someday it will be better I pray that It´s
all
in my head all my life I´ve been afraid I recall
now it
feels like Im dying
I feel cold so now I know now it´s time for one
last
breathe yeasterday is so far away when you have nothing
left
to hold break me down and I will go your eyes seem so
dead
to me used to know how to make things right and I still
care
that I´m alive
you made up your mind everyone else will be broken inside
then
you´ll know it´s your time will you control
what you need maybe
this life is just drifting away somehow I still believe
you
6. Zero
do you know what I´ve be come and then every time
I hope you
can for give me I look back and all my life seems such
a mess
and my god forget me
do you even know me when I say goodbye when I secretly
fall
down when I feel the worst I hope you don´t feel
the same
like a zero like me
do you feel the same when we get too close I know it´s
in
my head now it´s late and everything will be ok
and my
god forget me
I am here for the one last time now I´m afraid that
I keep
falling down there will be another time when you wanna
get
away when I secretly fall down
do you even know me when I say goodbye now I´m praying
secretly
7. The Ghost
don´t you know that I can´t let go cause all
I need is time
standing alone in the pouring rain and they don´t
understand
waiting for you but I just can´t breathe when you
know where
we go watching you every night and day with no place to
stay
the ghost of you is slowly bleeding out and hopes will
fall
they´ll fall and hit the ground
one step wrong and the hope is dead the lights went down
so
fast I will always remember you no matter what I do now
you
should be moving on with everything you have we just went
our
different ways and I´m holding on
8.
There will be a time
There will be a time when everything is easy There will
be a
time when all my fears are empty
little things in life and the ones that I have spoken
never lose your hope I don´t want to end up like
before
and now I have to stay when everyone is leaving please
turn
off the lights I would like to solve this on my own my
heart
goes out to you I know it´s all worth while and
There will
a time when I´m alright
save yourself tonight I really need to say I´ll
wait for you
if I promise too would you hear the words before I´m
gone
9. Goodbye letter
just yeasterday I fear this world forever please stay
here with
me and face the dark my hopes are here to follow you through
this
so called life
and when your heart stops going on I´m giving everything
that I am
I guess we´re all down here to end this life is
going nowhere fast
mistakes were done they all go down together and end this
dream again
for everyone this wasn´t just an ending this is
goodbye to you
and when your heart stops going on I´m giving everything
that I am
I guess we´re all down here to end this life is
going nowhere fast
I saw you in my dreams tonight I miss you so I thought
you were here
I´m growing older here with out you this is just
a lullab
10. World without me
I´ll wait for the one last time but I´m scared
if you can´t breathe
and it will make you cry but that´s just the way
it is
I hope that I can save you In time I will get better now
I need to
know what is justified
the world gets colder when you don´t care that you´re
alone
my bleeding heart is still open to everyone but you the
wind blows
through the windows and outside it´s still raining
does it matter
if I´ll just crash and burn
you don´t wanna see a life without me never gonna
see the one whose
left behind the voices are calling if you believe hope
is all you
need but I´m still waiting I would crawl to you
but it would bring
us down
the sunset makes me blind cause I feel so dead inside
I hear you voice
again and I hope that I can stay I know I´ll make
it somehow my faith
is undecided you will have to wait at the end of the road
you don´t wanna see a life without me
SUBURBIAN SYMPHONY
1. Same about the sorrow
Taking the part of information losing the whole situation
runs me dry I feel left out this time its just explanation
somehow my own solution feels so good I don’t know why
Don’t you feel the same about the sorrow you broke my
heart and I was lying to myself my life is gonna be fine
tomorrow you used to say I was lying to myself
Tell me where is my salvation save me from this isolation
in my bed I’m left for dead low life and quite complicated
find out what’s overrated and you’ll see what’s good for
me
Don’t you feel the same about the sorrow you broke my
heart and I was lying to myself my life is gonna be fine
tomorrow you used to say I was lying to myself
Raise your head and walk away I miss you I’m dying drive
me home before it gets too late
2. Suburbian
Honesty
I can never understand those words there’s something
missing in my life but whose to blame it used to be so
easy anyway (I’m falling down) I need to find my
place in here but it’s quite hard
And I I feel like every time I must lie it’s only
suburb´ honesty I’d appreciate your modesty
it’s only suburb´ honesty
Silence still remains when words are gone I close my eyes
but I can’t sleep my mind is numb wasting time is
just a point of view (just point of view) confused about
the way I feel I need some time
And I I feel like every time I must lie it’s only
suburb´ honesty I’d appreciate your modesty
it’s only suburb´ honesty
You mean it this time I can see it in your eyes it feels
like hell but I’ll keep moving on
And I I feel like every time I must lie it’s only
suburb´ honesty I’d appreciate your modesty
it’s only suburb´ honesty
3. I
Know This Life
I know this life is dishonest and cruel it´s alright
now something I could never ask I know sometimes you feel
like letting go
I don’t know what to do getting older every day turning
23 this is just disharmony and the destination is always
unknown I found it hard to concentrate on everything you
said
I know this life is dishonest and cruel sometimes I think
I can’t make it on my own I know sometimes you feel
like letting go you feel like letting go
I’m getting tired now another chapter from my life
face your own white lies I can see it in your eyes
and the destination is always unknown I found it hard
to concentrate on everything you said
I know this life is dishonest and cruel sometimes I think
I can’t make it on my own I know sometimes you feel
like letting go you feel like letting go
Hold on I know it will get better in time
I know this life is dishonest and cruel I know sometimes
you feel like letting go
Sometimes you feel like letting go
I know this life is dishonest and cruel sometimes I think
I can’t make it on my own I know sometimes you feel
like letting go you feel like letting go
4. Right Direction
Looking good tonight I got plenty of money as well just
a few more drinks and I am ready to go I’ll make
it clear that I’m only hunting tonight it’s
a feeling inside Hey boy you don’t look so very good
I’m the kind of girl you can’t have some respect
it’s not too much to ask how can you say it’s
a feeling inside
Far away from right direction holiday is my perfection
this is not the first time that some girl has turned me
down wonder if you have a boyfriend I don’t want
to be a disappointment gonna tell you lies that you don’t
realize I’m not cool
I just want to know what went so wrong right from the
start I don’t know why I keep bringing you down there’s
now one else I wanted to be with tonight it’s a feeling
inside
Hey boy you don’t look so very good I’m the
kind of girl you can't have some respect it’s not
too much to ask how can you say it’s a feeling inside
Far away from right direction holiday is my perfection
this is not the first time that some girl has turned me
down wonder if you have a boyfriend I don’t want
to be a disappointment gonna to tell you lies that you
don’t realize I’m not cool
Just aggravation my own solution
Far away from right direction holiday is my perfection
this is not the first time that some girl has turned me
down wonder if you have a boyfriend I don’t want
to be a disappointment gonna to tell you lies that you
don’t realize I’m not cool
5.
Hell My Darling
Now it's fading out and it's not my time try to make it
right in this fucked up life I know you're sorry now and
it’s just the same I’m alone again in this so
called silence
Welcome to hell my darling when the sun keeps turning
away I should know where you're going it doesn’t
have to make any sense
And when I close my eyes I feel so sick inside try it
one more time in this state of mind my words are incomplete
and I can’t define and the voice you hear is the
sound of silence
Welcome to hell my darling when the sun keeps turning
away I should know where you're going it doesn’t
have to make any sense
6. Downfall Part
2
Another boring day and it feels like shit I’ll take
another pill as I close my eyes
Another boring day another time when the pill goes down
I’ll have another dream as I fall to sleep
Are we here with nothing are we here now are we here just
to sleep away tonight I won't come down is this downfall
again
I could not understand the warning sign and all those
times I thought that I wasn't right that I wasn't right
(and it feels like this)
Are we here with nothing are we here now are we here just
to sleep away tonight I won't come down is this downfall
again
7. Too Many Times
It’s so easy to know there is something wrong I can
pretend that I’m okay until you leave and when you
close the door and step away I lost myself as I resolve
all these problems I can not recall
Too many times I try to see you out there too many times
I ask for reason why I’m wasting my time to get things
right I wish you were here night after night I just have
to live my life without you
It’s so easy to remember the last goodbye I can go
on with hope until the pain is gone and when you try to
know what’s best in life you can not reach the other
side the past is gone and I’ll be moving on
Too many times I try to see you out there too many times
I ask for reason why I’m wasting my time to get things
right I wish you were here night after night I just have
to live my life without you
8. Hear Your
Voice In The Dark
Hold on cause this is my honesty and save me from my own
insanity I miss you there’s nothing that I can do
and this time I’m ready to talk with you
Doesn’t really matter if you’re wrong
I miss you now but it´s all the you might say that
I’m the one to blame I remember when you said it´s
finally over
Tell me what’s wrong with my disbelief I’m sorry
but I think I just wanna leave I’m trying to make
it all up to you you’re crying but I don know what
I can do
Doesn’t really matter if you’re wrong
I miss you now but it´s all the you might say that
I’m the one to blame I remember when you said it´s
finally over I can’t recall but now I’m feeling
fine there was a time when I was so blind I remember when
you said it´s finally over
Information explanation motivation is running out again
( hear your voice in the dark)
I miss you now but it´s all the you might say that
I’m the one to blame I remember when you said it´s
finally over I can’t recall but now I’m feeling
fine there was a time when I was so blind I remember when
you said it´s finally over
9. On
And On
Sometimes it feels like I’m falling but it won’t
matter much to me if I lose you then you lose me my fears
have gone just way too far
And she will cry in the end it´s so useless to pretend
it goes on and on again
I believe that I was right it was just another fight it
goes on and on
Acting happy and trying but confession is not what I need
then I fall down and I lose control I’m left behind
with bleeding heart
And she will cry in the end it´s so useless to pretend
it goes on and on again
I believe that I was right it was just another fight it
goes on and on
It’s time for me to go I’m afraid right now
and I’m not happy all this time I’m losing again
when I think the way it used to be I didn't appreciate
my time with you then I realized how simple people are
and it's my own life and time just keeps moving on
On and on and on and on again
10. It´s
Over
It´s so useless and fucking boring hello all I am
down now without a reason to go on it was always the wrong
side of world I was waiting for you
It´s so useless and fucking boring another wasted
night in my so called life you might be leaving it´s
only warning and then everything goes down as you thought
and it´s over my head and still I am waiting for
you and if it´s not you I’m starting to think
that we are through
And when it comes to you once you broke my heart I needed
more time but I went too far I think it´s over now
it´s all over now
When I am here now say the words and I’m gone I try
to tell you that I don’t want this anymore and if
it´s not you whose complaining and you wanted to
talk this over and over but now it´s so pointless
you should try to know what’s going on
And when it comes to you once you broke my heart I needed
more time but I went too far I think it´s over now
I feel that I have come to realize that I don’t want
you in my life I think it´s over it´s all
over now
11. Music Box
Seems to me that I should sleep but I don’t wanna
go back in bed over my head and out of me it’s getting
hard to breathe and I’m about to break
blood in my hands don’t know where it came from I
just pretend that it's not yours I'm going blind I bury
myself when I'm dead and try to end this nightmare
Understand and I will hold your hand and decide who was
left outside I’m just scared enough to tell you everything
is so wrong without you carry on and I will see those
lights and I thought that I’d lose you somehow
Sense the sorrow in my dreams it doesn’t have to
end like this I can remember when you said that it’s
not real to you and I’m so far away
blood in my hands don’t know where it came from I
just pretend that it's not yours I'm going blind I bury
myself when I'm dead and try to end this nightmare
Understand and I will hold your hand and decide who was
left outside I’m just scared enough to tell you everything
is so wrong without you carry on and I will see those
lights and I thought that I’d lose you somehow
12. Red Lights
Another one is talking bored and slowly my voice is fading
out again complications are taking over I feel like I'm
the one to blame
I I Don’t even know when I was right I should believe
all those lies red lights flashing all my life and I’m
falling behind you said we can not talk like before when
you leave please close the door sleeping on the floor
alone and the feeling is gone
Break the silence and tonight I’m sorry I know that
I'm the one to blame feel the difference and you see right
through me I know you’re leaving after all
I Don’t even know when I was right I should believe
all those lies red lights flashing all my life and I’m
falling behind you said we can not talk like before when
you leave please close the door red lights flashing all
my life and I’m falling behind this is not right
it’s all my fault and you wanted to see my lying
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