SO CALLED PLAN LYRICS

DECEMBER TURNS TO FALL

1. December

fall asleep and let me hold you one more time i´ll be right here for you everything was just another step in time i´m counting on you now pray for silence and I hope you´re doing fine another sleepless night maybe we will find a better place to stay that´s all that i can say apologize and let me save you it´s getting colder now and i´ll be fine and you´ll be broken december turns to fall don´t you know that it was already too late tonight we all fall down are you waiting for the others to come back the water turns to black

2. Hate me (and I will hate you too)

this is my final warning and I can´t wait for you you say it´s overrated why I should care at all I know you´re only wasting time take me hate me and I will hate you too my life is completely out of line and I will hate you too your words they can not break me where is my thin red line I see through this emptiness with you

3. Day after day

I can´t recall what you said and you might be really sorry again I think my mind is too hollow but it´s ok we can not wait at this time I swear that I will move on cause if you promise to hold on I´d sacrifice Follow me home day after day tonight we all fall down and I know it´s right to pray the one last time here´s a line for you you´re barely holding on sometimes I fear it´s over what have you done and it´s always wrong to blame you they say you´re wasted and tired and falling down we thought you´re doing just fine carry on cause it´s all in your head I hope that we can decide what was good for us Follow me home day after day tonight we all fall down and I know it´s right to pray the one last time here´s a line for you you´re barely holding on sometimes I fear it´s over I remember what you said in the dark and it made me realize that I´m doing just fine at least I know where I´m going to and what I´m gonna do when the world falls apart there is something still missing and someday it might be too late to say goodbye and you can always count on me and when you don´t I´ll be gone forever Day after day and night after night sometimes I fear it´s over soon

4. The waiting

I remember the things I didn´t say I did everything I could somehow I know I will fall as I fear for the worst I say goodbye and all my thoughts on you were something that I can´t explain what in the world did bring me down something I can´t explain you to you still live inside my head if I stay and fall behind would you make it on your own it´s too late to say goodbye when the weight of the world is in my arms and the road is way too dark I´d let you go another time close your eyes when you know that it´s too late I thought nothing can go on but suddenly I found some hope everythig is not ok you can´t wait for everyone will I ever see you there all I need is one more time to say goodbye

5. Bright lights and mistakes

I see you again holding those words I can´t say I believe someday it will be better I pray that It´s all in my head all my life I´ve been afraid I recall now it feels like Im dying I feel cold so now I know now it´s time for one last breathe yeasterday is so far away when you have nothing left to hold break me down and I will go your eyes seem so dead to me used to know how to make things right and I still care that I´m alive you made up your mind everyone else will be broken inside then you´ll know it´s your time will you control what you need maybe this life is just drifting away somehow I still believe you

6. Zero

do you know what I´ve be come and then every time I hope you can for give me I look back and all my life seems such a mess and my god forget me do you even know me when I say goodbye when I secretly fall down when I feel the worst I hope you don´t feel the same like a zero like me do you feel the same when we get too close I know it´s in my head now it´s late and everything will be ok and my god forget me I am here for the one last time now I´m afraid that I keep falling down there will be another time when you wanna get away when I secretly fall down do you even know me when I say goodbye now I´m praying secretly

7. The Ghost

don´t you know that I can´t let go cause all I need is time standing alone in the pouring rain and they don´t understand waiting for you but I just can´t breathe when you know where we go watching you every night and day with no place to stay the ghost of you is slowly bleeding out and hopes will fall they´ll fall and hit the ground one step wrong and the hope is dead the lights went down so fast I will always remember you no matter what I do now you should be moving on with everything you have we just went our different ways and I´m holding on

8. There will be a time

There will be a time when everything is easy There will be a time when all my fears are empty little things in life and the ones that I have spoken never lose your hope I don´t want to end up like before and now I have to stay when everyone is leaving please turn off the lights I would like to solve this on my own my heart goes out to you I know it´s all worth while and There will a time when I´m alright save yourself tonight I really need to say I´ll wait for you if I promise too would you hear the words before I´m gone

9. Goodbye letter

just yeasterday I fear this world forever please stay here with me and face the dark my hopes are here to follow you through this so called life and when your heart stops going on I´m giving everything that I am I guess we´re all down here to end this life is going nowhere fast mistakes were done they all go down together and end this dream again for everyone this wasn´t just an ending this is goodbye to you and when your heart stops going on I´m giving everything that I am I guess we´re all down here to end this life is going nowhere fast I saw you in my dreams tonight I miss you so I thought you were here I´m growing older here with out you this is just a lullaby

10. World without me

I´ll wait for the one last time but I´m scared if you can´t breathe and it will make you cry but that´s just the way it is I hope that I can save you In time I will get better now I need to know what is justified the world gets colder when you don´t care that you´re alone my bleeding heart is still open to everyone but you the wind blows through the windows and outside it´s still raining does it matter if I´ll just crash and burn you don´t wanna see a life without me never gonna see the one whose left behind the voices are calling if you believe hope is all you need but I´m still waiting I would crawl to you but it would bring us down the sunset makes me blind cause I feel so dead inside I hear you voice again and I hope that I can stay I know I´ll make it somehow my faith is undecided you will have to wait at the end of the road you don´t wanna see a life without me

SUBURBIAN SYMPHONY

1. Same about the sorrow

Taking the part of information losing the whole situation runs me dry I feel left out this time its just explanation somehow my own solution feels so good I don’t know why Don’t you feel the same about the sorrow you broke my heart and I was lying to myself my life is gonna be fine tomorrow you used to say I was lying to myself Tell me where is my salvation save me from this isolation in my bed I’m left for dead low life and quite complicated find out what’s overrated and you’ll see what’s good for me Don’t you feel the same about the sorrow you broke my heart and I was lying to myself my life is gonna be fine tomorrow you used to say I was lying to myself Raise your head and walk away I miss you I’m dying drive me home before it gets too late

2. Suburbian Honesty

I can never understand those words there’s something missing in my life but whose to blame it used to be so easy anyway (I’m falling down) I need to find my place in here but it’s quite hard And I I feel like every time I must lie it’s only suburb´ honesty I’d appreciate your modesty it’s only suburb´ honesty Silence still remains when words are gone I close my eyes but I can’t sleep my mind is numb wasting time is just a point of view (just point of view) confused about the way I feel I need some time And I I feel like every time I must lie it’s only suburb´ honesty I’d appreciate your modesty it’s only suburb´ honesty You mean it this time I can see it in your eyes it feels like hell but I’ll keep moving on And I I feel like every time I must lie it’s only suburb´ honesty I’d appreciate your modesty it’s only suburb´ honesty

3. I Know This Life

I know this life is dishonest and cruel it´s alright now something I could never ask I know sometimes you feel like letting go I don’t know what to do getting older every day turning 23 this is just disharmony and the destination is always unknown I found it hard to concentrate on everything you said I know this life is dishonest and cruel sometimes I think I can’t make it on my own I know sometimes you feel like letting go you feel like letting go I’m getting tired now another chapter from my life face your own white lies I can see it in your eyes and the destination is always unknown I found it hard to concentrate on everything you said I know this life is dishonest and cruel sometimes I think I can’t make it on my own I know sometimes you feel like letting go you feel like letting go Hold on I know it will get better in time I know this life is dishonest and cruel I know sometimes you feel like letting go Sometimes you feel like letting go I know this life is dishonest and cruel sometimes I think I can’t make it on my own I know sometimes you feel like letting go you feel like letting go

4. Right Direction

Looking good tonight I got plenty of money as well just a few more drinks and I am ready to go I’ll make it clear that I’m only hunting tonight it’s a feeling inside Hey boy you don’t look so very good I’m the kind of girl you can’t have some respect it’s not too much to ask how can you say it’s a feeling inside Far away from right direction holiday is my perfection this is not the first time that some girl has turned me down wonder if you have a boyfriend I don’t want to be a disappointment gonna tell you lies that you don’t realize I’m not cool I just want to know what went so wrong right from the start I don’t know why I keep bringing you down there’s now one else I wanted to be with tonight it’s a feeling inside Hey boy you don’t look so very good I’m the kind of girl you can't have some respect it’s not too much to ask how can you say it’s a feeling inside Far away from right direction holiday is my perfection this is not the first time that some girl has turned me down wonder if you have a boyfriend I don’t want to be a disappointment gonna to tell you lies that you don’t realize I’m not cool Just aggravation my own solution Far away from right direction holiday is my perfection this is not the first time that some girl has turned me down wonder if you have a boyfriend I don’t want to be a disappointment gonna to tell you lies that you don’t realize I’m not cool

5. Hell My Darling

Now it's fading out and it's not my time try to make it right in this fucked up life I know you're sorry now and it’s just the same I’m alone again in this so called silence Welcome to hell my darling when the sun keeps turning away I should know where you're going it doesn’t have to make any sense And when I close my eyes I feel so sick inside try it one more time in this state of mind my words are incomplete and I can’t define and the voice you hear is the sound of silence Welcome to hell my darling when the sun keeps turning away I should know where you're going it doesn’t have to make any sense

6. Downfall Part 2

Another boring day and it feels like shit I’ll take another pill as I close my eyes Another boring day another time when the pill goes down I’ll have another dream as I fall to sleep Are we here with nothing are we here now are we here just to sleep away tonight I won't come down is this downfall again I could not understand the warning sign and all those times I thought that I wasn't right that I wasn't right (and it feels like this) Are we here with nothing are we here now are we here just to sleep away tonight I won't come down is this downfall again

7. Too Many Times

It’s so easy to know there is something wrong I can pretend that I’m okay until you leave and when you close the door and step away I lost myself as I resolve all these problems I can not recall Too many times I try to see you out there too many times I ask for reason why I’m wasting my time to get things right I wish you were here night after night I just have to live my life without you It’s so easy to remember the last goodbye I can go on with hope until the pain is gone and when you try to know what’s best in life you can not reach the other side the past is gone and I’ll be moving on Too many times I try to see you out there too many times I ask for reason why I’m wasting my time to get things right I wish you were here night after night I just have to live my life without you

8. Hear Your Voice In The Dark

Hold on cause this is my honesty and save me from my own insanity I miss you there’s nothing that I can do and this time I’m ready to talk with you Doesn’t really matter if you’re wrong I miss you now but it´s all the you might say that I’m the one to blame I remember when you said it´s finally over Tell me what’s wrong with my disbelief I’m sorry but I think I just wanna leave I’m trying to make it all up to you you’re crying but I don know what I can do Doesn’t really matter if you’re wrong I miss you now but it´s all the you might say that I’m the one to blame I remember when you said it´s finally over I can’t recall but now I’m feeling fine there was a time when I was so blind I remember when you said it´s finally over Information explanation motivation is running out again ( hear your voice in the dark) I miss you now but it´s all the you might say that I’m the one to blame I remember when you said it´s finally over I can’t recall but now I’m feeling fine there was a time when I was so blind I remember when you said it´s finally over

9. On And On

Sometimes it feels like I’m falling but it won’t matter much to me if I lose you then you lose me my fears have gone just way too far And she will cry in the end it´s so useless to pretend it goes on and on again I believe that I was right it was just another fight it goes on and on Acting happy and trying but confession is not what I need then I fall down and I lose control I’m left behind with bleeding heart And she will cry in the end it´s so useless to pretend it goes on and on again I believe that I was right it was just another fight it goes on and on It’s time for me to go I’m afraid right now and I’m not happy all this time I’m losing again when I think the way it used to be I didn't appreciate my time with you then I realized how simple people are and it's my own life and time just keeps moving on On and on and on and on again

10. It´s Over

It´s so useless and fucking boring hello all I am down now without a reason to go on it was always the wrong side of world I was waiting for you It´s so useless and fucking boring another wasted night in my so called life you might be leaving it´s only warning and then everything goes down as you thought and it´s over my head and still I am waiting for you and if it´s not you I’m starting to think that we are through And when it comes to you once you broke my heart I needed more time but I went too far I think it´s over now it´s all over now When I am here now say the words and I’m gone I try to tell you that I don’t want this anymore and if it´s not you whose complaining and you wanted to talk this over and over but now it´s so pointless you should try to know what’s going on And when it comes to you once you broke my heart I needed more time but I went too far I think it´s over now I feel that I have come to realize that I don’t want you in my life I think it´s over it´s all over now

11. Music Box

Seems to me that I should sleep but I don’t wanna go back in bed over my head and out of me it’s getting hard to breathe and I’m about to break blood in my hands don’t know where it came from I just pretend that it's not yours I'm going blind I bury myself when I'm dead and try to end this nightmare Understand and I will hold your hand and decide who was left outside I’m just scared enough to tell you everything is so wrong without you carry on and I will see those lights and I thought that I’d lose you somehow Sense the sorrow in my dreams it doesn’t have to end like this I can remember when you said that it’s not real to you and I’m so far away blood in my hands don’t know where it came from I just pretend that it's not yours I'm going blind I bury myself when I'm dead and try to end this nightmare Understand and I will hold your hand and decide who was left outside I’m just scared enough to tell you everything is so wrong without you carry on and I will see those lights and I thought that I’d lose you somehow

12. Red Lights

Another one is talking bored and slowly my voice is fading out again complications are taking over I feel like I'm the one to blame I I Don’t even know when I was right I should believe all those lies red lights flashing all my life and I’m falling behind you said we can not talk like before when you leave please close the door sleeping on the floor alone and the feeling is gone Break the silence and tonight I’m sorry I know that I'm the one to blame feel the difference and you see right through me I know you’re leaving after all I Don’t even know when I was right I should believe all those lies red lights flashing all my life and I’m falling behind you said we can not talk like before when you leave please close the door red lights flashing all my life and I’m falling behind this is not right it’s all my fault and you wanted to see my lying again